'Dave became too ill to speak. Losing his hair made him feel repellent. We both knew what was coming and I had to make a decision...' With extraordinary bravery, Hairy Bikers widow LILI MYERS reveals the story of his cancer battle for first time ○

The night times are the most difficult. It's been three months since my husband Dave died and, while the days are busy enough for me to push my thoughts and feelings aside, at night I'm alone.